We’ve all done it; made resolutions bonded by the power of a clock that strikes twelve times at midnight of a New Year. It’s all well-meaning to attempt to change, but to launch that change at a time when perfect strangers, in drunken revelry try to maul you, is just bad timing. Your going to fail and hopefully you’ve kept these resolutions to yourself.
Besides the word resolution as defined in Merriam Webster means: the act of finding an answer or solution to a conflict, problem, etc.. The word that you mean to use is solve, which means: to find a way to deal with and end (a problem).
I vote to amend the date for transformation to the second day of the New Year and not the first. By then your head is clearing up, the pressure is off, and no one cares what you want to change in your life since they have been silenced by their own shame in not keeping their own hopelessly flawed resolutions.
So, worry not about starting anything on the first of any month, much less the first of any new year. You have a few more days to shamelessly act out and lie to yourself that the first day of the New Year you will be reborn like the Phoenix through the fires of a night of professionally making an ass of yourself.
Cut yourself a break as well as, the rest of us who are tired of hearing what you need to change in yourself to get the life that you deserve. The last part of that sentence is a lie in itself. What you deserve is a healthy dose of common sense to go after what ever you think will make you happy and rely less on the statement itself, which sounds like the drunken ravings of a Narcissist!
“Happy New Year”
John J Shinavier, MA, Life Coach, Therapist [please use the following poll or rate the article. It helps me help you.
I’m speaking primarily to men in this blog, because in my experience with counseling couples, theirs is the voice that is quick to turn abusive towards themselves and toward their partner.
When life gets really tough for us men; loss of employment, loss of libido, a move to a new environment, or a new arrival to the family, we will lapse into a rather familiar voice. Wether we want to admit it or not, the harsh sometimes judgemental voice is that of our fathers. As children this was experienced in one of two ways.
A father projects his own fears, jealousy and arrogance onto his son. You’re a bum, you’ll never amount to anything!
“I’ll never be more than I am. I’m surprised your mother married me!” Here’s dad not only being insecure, but telling you that your mother is somehow flawed as well.
Since these men were our first role models, like actors on a stage we received our first lessons on what marriage is like, and what a man and woman can or cannot do. We unconsciously took this information in, because we’d yet to develop the skill-set necessary to quiet or process those voices of our parents which became internalized by their repetitive dialogue and action.During this Pre-operational stage according to the patriarch of cognitive therapy; Piaget, this usually starts at 18 months for a child and continues to around 8 years. Young children are able to think about things symbolically. Their language use becomes more mature. But their thinking is based on intuition and still not completely logical. They cannot yet grasp more complex concepts such as cause and effect, time and comparison.As young men we left home to take a job, attend college, join the armed forces or move to another state for some adventure. All the while learning to be independent, to become what we wanted to be, or at least to try and figure out without our parents judgment’s. The years past and the young man finds his own voice, and his standards of morality, fair-play and ethics. We marry, divorce and marry again. Sometimes we have children. Our lives appear to be ours, completely original and away from our fathers predictions.——————-“I’m just not worth worrying about. I should have never moved here. You have to take care of me as if I was a dog. I have nothing to contribute!”This was expressed by a man to his wife during a session of couples counseling. He had been unable to find employment in the two years since his move here to marry her. Lately, they’ve been having disagreements, escalating with him shouting at her and her closing down, which to him felt like abandonment. She was tired of being yelled at for the littlest thing and because he mistook her silences as her way of telling him she wanted a divorce, he assumed in session that perhaps he should just return to his country of origin.As men, we’re taught to keep messy feelings to ourselves and tough it out. Isolation is a sign of resiliency, and to reach out for help, or share candidly with our spouse what we’re going through, is, for the most part, considered a sign of weakness. This belief system was and continues to be “Old School”. Consequently, its effect on men with feelings of self-loathing, hopelessness and rage limits the definition of how a man can express himself. It leaves no room for all the positive thoughts, creativity and logic that took us years to get to.It is at these low times that we are most vulnerable to damaging thoughts or as Piaget like to call them; cognitive distortions. We fall back into that which we thought we achieved some distance from, the cycle of self-loathing of our fathers. Perhaps we’ve even talked ourselves into thinking that they were right all along in their assumptions and we are wrong.“A man is only a man if he can support his family.”If you weren’t given any brains then your life is like that of a draft horse. You work until you drop.”“None of you are going to amount to anything. You just watch and see.”“I get up and go to work, come home, eat, then its bed, and then its off to work again. You call that living?”When our wives or long-term partners hear this kind of talk, it angers them and they get upset with us. Some of them may even challenge our thinking, knowing its origins and tell us to stop talking like our fathers. Our pride might take it a step higher, with the result being hurt feelings and closed doors. Never a good way to be understood.It’s our fight or flight, knee jerk response to anxiety which covers our own feelings of depression that was loaded into our DNA when we were very young. Relationships with our fathers can be complicated. They’ve grown and perhaps mellowed and stopped voicing their criticisms. If they are living they may be the first ones to let you know that their idea’s of themselves and you were mistaken.Its’ first and foremost essential to understand that it was someone else’s script that you memorized. Yes, as much as we hate to admit it, some of us have turned into our fathers. Yet, its important to distinguish the moment this dialogue from your father starts surfacing in your own relationships. You still have a choice. That choice being to distance and reject any ownership of this self-deprecating violence that brings such suffering and conflict to those we love.THE FOLLOWING ARE STEPS YOU CAN TAKE TO REDUCE OR STOP THESE REACTIVE THOUGHTS AS THEY GATHER ENERGY IN YOUR HEAD.
STOP VOICING THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. Your voice is a very central part of your own personal power. You’ve listened to it since birth. The effect it has on you, with whatever information you’re feeding it, makes it stronger than any other voice. If your calling yourself a loser, your voice brings it right back to you and as you hear it, its effects are like taking orders and over time will produce that loser. That’s the power of your own voice. Imagine the good it could produce if your tone changed and you expressed that you were a winner!
NOW, LET’S GET THOSE THOUGHTS. It’s considered a cheap shot, a blank slug and a total waste of breath when a negative thought is delivered on the back of anger. So I understand when you say you can’t control your thoughts, so do the next best thing, “HESITATE” before you are about to say anything out loud to yourself or before you share it with someone else.
YOU ARE NOT STUPID. You have to want to change, right? Usually when you get a feel of how this works, you might also take a breath, because physiologically while the thoughts are building in your head and are determined to capture your voice……you’re not breathing. As your heart is hammering for more oxygen, you’re getting pretty angry. Take a breath and then take a deeper one. Give the moment a chance to transform. It will. I promise.
THIS MAY BE NEW INFORMATION FOR YOU, so I’ll break it to you gently. YOUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT REAL. The way I explain this to clients is that there is very little of a filtering system that decides what goes in and out of your head. Those sophisticated neuron pathways can deliver any amount of information without discretion.
NO ONE CAN CONTROL THEIR THOUGHTS. I’ll say this again. The most educated and respected minds in the country cannot control the stream of random thoughts that go in and out of their heads throughout a day.
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ALL OF US is what thoughts we choose to pay attention to, and the amount of time that we give them. For example, if some foolish thought comes to a new-born’s sleep deprived parent to put a pillow over their child’s face to quiet them, is that really going to be carried out? ITS JUST A THOUGHT!
So, let me ask you, are you still a card-carrying member of the “My Thoughts are Me” club? Understand that all our lives we will be in some sort of skirmish with our thoughts. In the course of time we will hopefully come to depend more on our intuition to help us make better choices. Any arguments for; I believe these thoughts are real and I have to express them, are moot. Court is adjourned. The case, thrown out for lack of substantial evidence. John Shinavier , MA is a Therapist/Life Coach in Private Practice. Give me feedback on what specifically you need help with. Rate the blog or E-mail me at jjshinavier@gmail.com
As I brought to a close a “Yoga Stretch” class that I hold every Monday night, I mentioned the following to my hardy group of students. Now, this is not your typical Hollywood yoga class. There are no yoga bunnies in the front row nor is there any rock music playing, just a group of aging adults who want some flexibility and balance in their bodies. The oldest is 76 and the youngest is 45. All were intimidated to go to any of the local yoga classes which here in West Hollywood seem to be on every other block along with Starbucks!
As children most of us had unlimited motion to play with our bodies. Now, unfortunately, because the majority of people never hear of stretching until much later in life, it suddenly becomes to dangerous and uncomfortable to try much more than raising one’s arms. What this thought process does is rewrite our script for the second half of our life. Old people are going to be stiff, in pain and uncomfortable their bodies. It reads as if it was written in stone. Unless you’ve had some horrific aggressive surgeries there is no reason why you can’t bring flexibility back into your life. Whenever we seem to try something new, we unconsciously judge ourselves by saying; “I can’t do this I’m too stiff! No one says that getting back in shape is going to be without its detractors. What I teach my group is to use their voices in more positive ways like: “I can do this.” or “I love moving like this.” Our own voice, the voice we were born with can be our ally or our friend. It’s the voice we know the best, and should never be used voicing negativity against ourselves. It hurts, and it carries a lot more weight and harm then you think.
One student of fifty four years had this to say: “I’m going to make the second half of my life as vibrant as the first half, only this time with more awareness!”
John Shinavier is a 500 hr. registered Yoga Teacher/Therapist and has been doing yoga most of his whole life.
Procrastination: The act or habit of putting off or delaying, and thus putting off important tasks to a later time.” Wikipedia
Inertia: With regard to effort, to resist motion, action and the like, inactivity,sluggishness.
With regard to those hopeful “New Year’s Resolutions”, if the above two states did not exist, most of us would have a much easier time following through with the changes that we hope to make in the new year:
Manage to devote an hour each day to write.
Rising at the appointed hour to engage in some form of exercise.
Read less fiction and more biographies.
Make more time to get together with friends.
It all sounds possible and within my means to do. But, then time passes and procrastination comes along with a healthy dose of judgement for me not doing something that I had planned to do in the past and failed. Judgement in and of themselves come equipped to siphon off any amount of positive energy I might have had when I decided to make some changes in my life. Since I have already made the mistake of going over past unfinished business, I find that I am no longer in the present moment and inertia from being overwhelmed soon follows.
So, after many many years of good intentions, I now understand that to stick to any kind of well meaning promise to myself that involves real change, I have first to stay in the present moment and start out very small with something that is within my power to affect real change. It is important to note, that this moment of choice is something that is not dependent on another’s involvement, thereby removing that variable like an inconsistent workout partner who will meet me at the gym.
A tool which has proven useful in the past has been to keep some record, some marked evidence, like a daily calendar that I can check, that is proof to me that I have accomplished what I had set out to do. There is something tangible in keeping this kind of proof that establishes oneself in the present. It brings to mind the crude slashes that I made on a maple tree that grew in my childhood backyard that affirmed for me that my birthday or the start of summer vacation was just so many days away. Later it was marking a calendar in college which was evidence that I had studied every day for a final. In New York in the early seventies when I became a vegetarian, it was a chalk board with a magnetic strip mounted on the front of my fridge where I kept the amount of days that I kept to my intent not to eat meat, and that included those scrumptious all beef franks served with bright splashes of hot mustard sold on the streets!
My small change this year happens to be spending no less than 15 minutes each morning in meditation. So far, I’m right on schedule.
Now take a moment and think and celebrate thoughts of what you wish to happen for you in the new year.
John Shinavier - MA, RYT, LC 